I used to go to the gym and used to have a personal trainer but she got really slack at checking in and asking if I needed anymore sessions and I always feel that people are judging me when they look at me at the gym because I'm still a beginner.

The drama of real life added with the drama of the online world and then news and gossip. Basically anything is going to cause stress if you let it. With me being open minded I accept two sides to something most of the time so it doesn't stress me too much.

Nothing would ever make me happy. No matter what I tried. I did get the odd occasional rush of happiness if I watched a movie or whatever but then I fell back down. I knew then I had to go get help. New Zealand is known for the 'It's OK deal with it' kinda attitude and years ago men would just have to get over their depression as people expected them to get over themselves. These days men's mental health is a lot more common.

If there is conspiracy people on Facebook then it affects my mood as I hate when people talk so much silly talk. Or if I am in a fight with someone it affects my mood. 

If I'm having such a tough day then sure to'ing and frowing GIFs with people makes me happy because it's fun to see what GIF they come back with. I will randomly post a GIF in a topic if I'm having a low mood to see what people do.

Munchausen's syndrome is a rare psychological and behavioural condition in which somebody fabricates or induces symptoms of illness in themselves.

One of the biggest cases of this is Dee Dee & Gypsy Blanchard. Her mother Dee Dee made Gypsy look so disabled to the point Gypsy couldn't take it anymore and killed her mother Dee Dee. They got given tickets to anything and everything and made people feel sorry for them.

Turned out there wasn't much wrong with Gypsy after all except for the fact her mother was giving her meds which she didn't even need.

As someone who has been diagnosed with Dissociative identity disorder I find the way they sometimes portray this disorder in the movies a bit wrong. Take the movie Split for example James McAvoy plays someone who has DID but it certainly isn't portrayed the right way. "The film “Split” depicts a violent kidnapper with dissociative identity disorder. Experts say it’s not an accurate portrayal of people living with the illness.".

So how do you feel when you see someone have DID in a movie when they haven't got it in real life?

I find books really hard to follow as I lose concentration easily so my eyes will start reading other lines and so I can't follow the stories that well. I can concentrate on books by authors like Roald Dahl because they're smaller books. But I will always prefer movies and even if the movie is three hours long I can still focus on it if it's interesting. Some movies start out slow and really irritate me.