Trying to fight off a budding depression

[Alexandoy]

My wife passed away in October of last year and until now I seem to be wrestling with the budding depression. We have no kids and the 2 of us were very close that I really feel the great loss. My wife's sister who is a  nurse recommended a tranquilizer to help me but I am not keen on taking medications for I might get addicted. What I try to do is to focus on the tv or to solve crossword puzzles. Perhaps I need to be occupied by something that is very interesting to me.

[Ja sa bong]

It's really sad and painful when you lose your partner especially when you both love each other so much. Most people don't know how to cope and they commit suicide just to end the suffering.

But my advice for you is to try and live your life and sooner rather than later, you will find love again.